gettingthatwinterbody
I sure as hell hope I’m wrong about this one, but I just feel like I’m supposed to be alone. No matter how hard or little I try, no matter who I talk to, no matter what I do, I just can’t find someone to stay. And at this point I feel sick to my stomach thinking about how disgusting I am and how nobody loves me. I honestly, truly feel like I’m never going to find anyone, that’s just something that’s not supposed to happen to me. And I also can’t tell this to anyone since I’m only 20 and there’s plenty of time and I sound like I’m fishing for compliments, but I can’t explain how much I feel like this just isn’t something that will ever happen for me